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finally the monday blues comin to an end.. today totally no energy for anything.. early mornin LS.. thank God T.Penny give me super sweet tea to calm my stomach down.. if nt i'll definatly be admit to hospital sooner or later.. i reali hate March to the core.. everythin went down hill for me.. nth turn better even now.. it's quite bored to keep seeing time flies without any better happier memories.. it bored me more wen i watched couples walkin pass me holdin hand in hand.. but i'm glad my sisters is all attatched.. haa.. the marriage game between us, guess i'll become the last liao.. all no need to fight the place wif me.. cox under my condition i'm still waitin for him.. Thanks God for the sisters i have in my life..
Dar n Mich met me today for dinner.. includin ZhiMing.. lol.. can expected cox he is always stickin ard Mich.. lovely couple since he in army.. envy them the most.. mine cant even survive thru army tgt.. n i dun understand the reason behind it.. maybe i did something wrong tt cause the breakup.. haix.. back to the dinner.. went walkin ard Bugis J n they bought some stuffs.. i din cox nth attract my eyes anymore.. puttin aside me being low on spending.. they din reali asked mich abt wat happened cox most of the details had been sent out since the day happened.. so everyone jux be normal n walk ard the place.. after some shoppin all went home sweet home..
while comin back thank God mum was nearby so managed to hitch a ride back.. i'm quite heartbroken thinkin abt wat happened recently.. which made me in a lost.. n thru it i made my mind of changin some stuffs which is quite hard to happen on me.. so nw onli can await for the result.. =)
i still love him deeply as everyone know.. wat i made up in my mind is my final decision.. n none shall change it.. i'm stubbon n i shall keep being stubbon on things i decided.. so dun bother comin to tel me this n that.. cox i'm nt interested in any comments abt it..

Love Him Forever