Confused

What's the feelin of sittin between the one u adore n the other u admire?? i understand.. it feels reali sucky.. cox the adore one have no idea abt anything.. the admire one dun even bother to take the next step anymore.. the adore will willingly stand by ur side.. while the admire will think of ways to make u feel worst.. GOSH ~~ WTH sia.. i'm always pissed wif admire.. cox he is forever givin tt damm attitude which i hate most.. i'm forever confuse abt adore.. cox he keep sayin it's such a waste while he keep gettin rejection..
Damm.. i feel lik bangin my head on the wall.. haix... things always happen so suddenly..
Well.. guess i'll jux STAY AWAY from the both.. it'll make my life easier.. =D

Let's Party n Get High ~~ wootz.. =D

Can I Love You??

Haiz..

sian ah sian... my trip to HK postpone till next Feb.. sad.. cox Baby too busy wif new project.. but it's ok.. thou i felt quite disappointed n upset.. but work come first.. i cant protest wen it comes to work.. but he did promised me we'll definitely be goin on 2010 Feb.. Yeah !! n is ard his Bday.. hee.. can go ther celebrate wif lotsa of our own frenz.. n my shoppin queen will be wif me.. Yeah Yeah Yeah !!
Past few days.. Baby had been quite erm erm.. was pissed wif him.. but it's all cox of work.. the new project keep having changes.. damm.. y cant they juz fix to one thing n stop changin.. anyway.. he's been nice today.. cox we did somethin which super long nv do.. Chat on Phone.. haa.. maybe is cox mostly we're out tgt or he's jux plain tired to chat wif me.. so i do feel glad he spent his 10 mins plus onve the line wif me.. hee... happy happy..
i'm gonna slep well today.. i pray.. please let dis happiness stay longer den i expect..

Love Love.. Sweet Sweet..

Home Made Dinner

i cooked again.. for him.. =D
went SnS n wrap up some meat n vegi for the dinner tonight..
the onli victim in the dishes is the poor fish.. haa.. but Baby stil finish most of the dishes.. hee.. xin fu ~~ haa.. nowadays my seldom cookin has been appearing more n more.. hmm.. wat shld i make 4 him the next time?? haaa.. still thinking..
but most excited is my trip tt's comin soon.. yeah.. settling wrk stuff 1st is more impt.. whooz ~~
i'm gonna have damm lots of fun.. away from wrk.. away from stress.. yeah..
but most sianz is i wun be bringin my lappy.. 1 shall stay hm n rot while the other rot in office.. haa.. but tt's the onli way i can keep myself away from work.. yeah..
Baby say to brin more warm stuff over.. cox it will be cool ~~ haa.. but i'm still empty on wat to bring along.. haiz.. guess i'll jux grab him over n pack for me while i sit ther n watch movie.. lol.. he's still the 'old bird' for HK ~~ lala...

Let both my lappy ROT ~~ =D
Cant wait for month end to arrive ~~

Love Baby.. Muackx..

Slupx Spag Sweet

Spag day ~~ yeah.. made dinner for Baby.. Spag ~~ n it's slupx slupx slupx ~~ it's sweet cox we still managed to see each other.. haa.. nv tot he will wanna eat n i had to last min pick up all the ingredients.. cant say it's reali nice.. but it's sweet wen u're lookin at ur loved enjoying the things u made.. hee..
thou my finger is still in pain due to ytd incident, i managed to survive the whole 30 mins cooking.. =p super long nv make my special receipe.. quite rusty.. but thank God it went fine.. happy happy happy.. sweet sweet sweet..
super tired nw.. all the cookin n washin worn me out.. -.- sleep time ~~ tata ~~

Love Baby Love

Yum Yum Yum ~~

Love Crayfish ~~ haa.. went JB again for dinner.. wif Alex n of cox my Beloved Baby.. haa.. suppose to plan for massage but skip it n went City Sq walk walk.. wanna buy earrings.. but jux cant get the ones i lik.. wanna buy shoes.. oso cant find my choice.. haa.. i actually had alot of shoes at hm.. haix.. i a shoe lover.. =P
after window shoppin wen wash n polish Baby's car.. finally it look super new.. lol.. the next car wash will be done by me.. -.- anyway i been washin his car sometime le.. haa..
i'm so excited to go HK next month.. ha.. Tickets Booked !! Leave Approved !! Job Completing !! Woo Hoo ~~ excited !!! it's my 1st time travelling with Baby.. haa.. in fact.. i had lined up alot of travelling wif him in future.. hee.. i wanna play play play.. n spend spend spend.. whoo hoo ~~
thou we had always quarrel over simple things.. but jux remember.. Dun Let Go Of Each Others Hands..

Love Love Love

So What

i cant be bother anymore.. i had taken in everything.. cant be bothered anymore.. ppl jux lik anyhow push fault.. pushing to those innocent ppl.. i can onli say.. immuture, childish, dumb, idiot, hum ji kia.. jux fuck off from my life.. i cant be bothered wif dis kind of ppl.. FUCK OFF !!

PISSED

i'm back at posting.. but is nt veri happy stuffs.. thou i do have some glad moments but it always turn out something lousy..
recently i get pissed easily.. probs in job.. probs wif life.. probs wif HIM.. idun understand y i'm always bein the good person.. i help one side n get trashin from the other.. bloody damm.. is ther anyone who ever understand how i feel?? even HIM !!! he oso dun even wanna listen to me.. dammit !! y cant the she have her own life wen she alrdy found someone instead of keep disturbin other's guy.. dun she noe tt he's alrdy taken.. get a life, lady.. it freakin pissed me off havin dis kinda prob.. i hate it.. n damm cant he be more honest?? nth can stay hidden forever.. tryin to be smarter den me?? wait longer i guess.. cox i out-smarted u.. i gt eyes n i can see clearly every single thing.. it super pissed me off wen i have to wait.. i simply hate waiting..

I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO!!!

Happy Holiday ~~

yeah.. thanks to Singapore's Birthday.. we gt a long weekend.. haa.. went to JB on sat after work wif Alex, Ai Li, Bibi, Joanne n Kevin.. Alex n Ai Li came late to meet us at Bibi's.. still, i finally get to eat my crayfish.. *slupx slupx* Bibi gt me a new bag.. tot of gettin bigger de cox same price.. but Joanne said i look lik runnin away.. so skip tat bigger piece n gt a smaller instead.. n is BLACK!!! love it.. cox i Bibi buy de.. haa.. den wen for foot massage.. super pain n shiok.. i actually fall asleep at the second part.. lol.. by the time we came back to SG is alrdy 2am.. gosh.. super late n tired.. went back to Bibi's place n pick my transport, sent Alex n Ai Li back n off home sweet home.. super tired day..
Sunday had a super long rest.. i actually dammit lost my passport at my hse carpark n had to went over to KJ NPC n collect it the next day.. thank God a nice uncle pick it n pass over to my hse side NPP.. i did went to NPP for collection but cox they seem busy so i went out wif Bibi 1st.. but the sky seem dark wen i tot of meetin Bibi for lunch.. drove to his place n went over to NorthPoint Jap FoodCourt. We had jap food for lunch.. hee.. den off to Annie's for MJ session.. while he's playin, i'm havin my own time wif my long lost pal.. The TV ~~~ haa... watched National Day Parade on chn 8.. n i dozed off on her couch while surfin net.. gosh.. i'm reali tired.. haa.. went home super late again.. 1am plus.. tired.. found alot of shows u wanna watched.. dl it.. n sweet dreamz.. yawnz..
Monday !! HOLIDAY !!! wootz.. Bibi pick me up late today.. went KJ to collect my passport n off we go to Square 2 for lunch.. had Waraku.. is super worth it.. i gt the curry set.. choice of paste n curry rice, salad, corn soup n drink @ $16.80. is a super worth it... cox it fills my tummy.. hee.. Bibi had the pizza set.. i cant believe he actually announced he's full after those.. cox normally he ate alot.. hmm.. mux be reali full.. n he's somehow super lousy at playin Scissor Paper Stone.. lol.. cox loser had to finish the food on the table.. of cox, all the food is in his tummy.. lol.. went to get some small bites, Nutella Waffle den off we go to Pauline's for MJ again.. this time round i gear up myself wif my lappy n PSP.. so while he's playin i'll surf net n watch the Movies i DL... wonder wat time will end.. =p

End of Report from Janice Allison.
Pix shall be up soon.. *i have no cable nw.. haa..

Muackx.. Love Bibi..

Settled Down

i finally settled down wif my work.. haa.. understanding n remembering every details can be stressful cox he have nt much time wif me recently.. thou occasionally he will come pick me up..
tired everyday even weekends.. so if i have any outing have to have them up my schedule.. lol.. so frenz.. do make appointment 1 week earlier so i can make a slot out.. is nt cox of being wif me boy.. cox he's veri busy wen i'm havin my free time.. haa.. our time jux seldom hit..

He's my Darling.. Love Love

PS. Blogger having problems so cant upload pics.. tot of uploading some recent pics.. sobx..

Tough

life's been tough on me recently.. as for updates.. i left my kids.. n start out as office gal liao.. everyday running between office n store.. thank God my partner is a nice guy.. haa.. been veri veri veri busy n tired to go for any weekend parties.. so if ther's any outing pls cmf earlier.. cox i gonna plan my schedule well liao..
Dearest becoming more n more loving.. n i love him.. thou we dun speak the words.. today we thought abt future.. we'll be veri busy striving out in our careers.. so no other plans yet till everything settle down..

Distance makes the hearts fonder..
i have confidence we can make everything better..

Love Love Love

Forget

well.. no matter wat.. he's stil my darling.. n i love him.. muackx.. =p

Wat Excuses..

u jux dun bother.. i waited.. but nv c anything happen.. wat is all dis.. n the excuse is thought i'm tired.. i'm pissed..

Starboard? Main Sheet?

went sailing wif BB, Bob, Clar n Mich today.. super tiring cox lack of slep previous night.. super fun cox it's the 1st time i went sailing.. n i get to direct the sail.. lol.. n everyone on board said i'm better den clar.. lol.. din managed to get any pics cox my cam nt waterproof.. lol.. but is a fun fun day.. after sailing is lunch by Mich at Kenny Roger's.. she left after lunch n we move on to movie in town.. watched My Ex-Girlfriend's Ghost.. dis time we had the additional of Rin.. haa.. a not bad movie.. worth watchin.. hee.. stil.. is the company that made the whole day better..
oh.. conclusion from BB n Bob.. they said i have Motion Sickness.. lol.. but still i dun feel anything.. but guess i'll be fine after more sailing sessions.. cant wait to go for more sailings..

Love Him To The Max

Tiredness

i finally met my best pal..

Rin named each of us under each bear..
For Him

Sweet Tooth.. that's US !!

tired tired tired.. been workin for the past 2 weeks saturday.. but thank god my workin partners all super caring.. get to rest more den often.. been busy since start of holiday.. dun even have the time to blog.. let alone rest.. sick since day 1 of june holiday.. haiz.. BB been a super caring n sweet dearest ever since i been sick.. stil rmb he thinkin of sending my water bottle to me wen i 4gt to brin to work.. but BB dad brin it over cox he's busy wif some stuffs.. stil.. glad he's ther wen i needed him the most.. we're goin bowling lata.. haa.. thanks to him.. my bowling getting better n better.. =p i mux try my best to win him.. wahahaha...

Love Him To The Max

Random

a random post.. as everyone can c.. i removed my tagbox due to some lamer who keep posting in it.. they reali gt nth to do.. watever.. i cant be bothered.. i stil live my life the way i wan it.. who cares.. blehx..
Watched Monster VS Alien.. a super funny 3D movie.. n BB luff lik nobody's business.. guess i did choose the right movie to watched.. haa.. dis weekend another movie comin up.. Terminator Salvation!! i'm excited abt tt movie.. cox i seldom watch action movie.. n lots of great movies comin up on the list.. i realized the group had been meetin up every weekend to watch movies.. lol.. it's great havin everyone out doin same things tgt.. =p
tml night.. MJ maybe.. been quite lost touch on it.. haa.. hope tml is a great day.. water play is up!!

Sweet Sweet Love Love

Feeling Sick

i been feelin sick recently.. wonder is cox lack of sleep or over stress in work.. seen doc on tues cox gastric n feet pain.. medication made me felt more weak.. nw i havin sore throat n cough.. damm.. hope to recover soon.. cox sat gt bday celebration.. if heng.. i might get to go clubbin.. been 2 weeks u nv step in Boiler.. even thou BB say can go.. still i prefer goin wif BB ard.. =p

Sweet Sweet Love Love

Understanding

i understand my tagbox is being 'used' again.. i'm nt the person who's been scoldin other for nth.. if i wanna scold anyone.. i'll jux post it in my blog post or simply sms the person.. so i declared tt i NEVER scold anyone in my tagbox..
today finally i did devotion.. sharing wat i had learned abt His words to my fellow staff.. is something abt encouragement.. i made the whole sharing short cox i reali cant speak clearly infront of all my seniors.. haa.. but is a fun time.. cox we had topics from food to workin style.. is a super funny time.. lol..
i tot i'm super tired for the day.. but he made my night better.. a packed dinner from his hse nearby Western food.. n scrambled egg from me at his place.. den watched Moulin Rouge on cable tv.. the most funny part is wen we walkin back from the coffee shop after buyin the food.. we walked to n back to 7-11 to grab some stuffs.. n i actually been recognized by my own student in ther.. lol.. shocked wen someone called my name.. guess tml will have alot of questions on y i'm ther.. lol.. i can conclude.. is a sweet night tonight.. Loves..

Happy Graduation (14 May 2009)

KK

Us

Finally we graduated..

He loves music too ~~

Looked like??

The standing plates..

AT saw us n pulled us to his office

He's so devoted to SG

While waitin for Ham, Cam-whore is wat we always do..

Finally graduated.. YEAH!! 2 years of hardship finally over.. n thanks God i gt a stable job.. i missed my lovelies.. hope they get somethin up soon so we can cam-whore more.. lol..

Ben Ben

Company of the night

We still looked beta in specs

after the whole day runnin ard sch, is meet Benson n XiaoBai for dinner at Jurong.. is a chinese temple dinner.. dunno y was dragged down.. but at least is a chance to catch up more for us.. after dinner went to meet Alex, Darry, Joanne n Kevin at Holland V for ics cream den home sweet home for the night.. super tired.. dozed off early n went to work late the next day.. argh.. Headache attacked me.. but thanks God i'm well taken care of.. Loves..

Love Him To The Max

RetroSpec (13 May 2009)

Won again..

My Grad Drink from Ana

On the Retro wif Clar (6 May 2009)

went Boiler for my grad party wif Mich n Bob.. again.. he went up n claim the prize.. n gt a cocktail from Ana for my graduation.. loves.. i finally get myself too drunk to go home.. but thank God Bob is wif me.. haa.. headache came the same night wen i reached home.. n next mornin is my graduation day.. everything ended well.. Loves

Staff Training (11 May 2009)

staff training @ lodge.. all 3 schools combined.. had a wonderful whole day session..
after training is Movie at PS wif Darry n Bob.. StarTrek.. made Darry angry again.. which is a super bad memory for me.. causing our group to have a little split.. but everything turn out better after the incident..

Sorry Darry..

Love Him To The Max