Lousy

i got a headshot again.. a fren of mine whom i totally lost contact till our Pioneer chalet shot me.. i was expecting to c him again.. but who noes he reali changed alot.. lol.. become a real man.. cool.. n he's makin everything BIG !! reali BIG i mean it.. lol.. he made my mind clearer over our conversation few hours ago.. n he headshot by tellin wat kinda experience i left him in the past.. n it's reali a super BAD impression.. lol.. still we decided to remain as frenx.. haa.. i'm reali glad i have frenx who make BIG in everything they does.. hee..
as promised i tried to enjoy myself durin the chalet.. but still ther's time wen i missed him so much.. wishin he's ther wif me.. lookin at me wif tt smile jux for me.. but it seem impossible.. which made my mood even more lousy den ever.. i guess i'm a lousy girlfriend.. n tt's the reason which made me lost him.. sometimes i reali hate myself.. wen i try to be calm towards r/s they often backfired me.. wen i'm over entu it did the same oso.. i tried to avoid quarrels wif him by keepin everything inside.. but ending is jux the breakup tt hits me hard.. pushing everything aside.. i stil wanna make him mine again.. lik he said.. the time will come.. let future decide.. guess i'll jux stay wif my single club for sometime.. =)

Love Him Forever

P.S : i'm waitin for u like always.. =) Loves