Pain

my pain increased.. dun ask me y.. cox i oso dunno.. havin pains in the tummy.. from ytd mornin goin work till dis moment.. i eat normally.. drink normally.. but still i have ppl tellin me i look sick.. i wonder wat's wrong wif my body.. i tried nt to think of sad stuffs.. but it stil dun get any better.. maybe it's nt the sad stuffs.. maybe i reali gettin seriously sick.. argh.. y my body turn weak at dis kinda time.. hw i wish i can kill myself n change to another body.. -.-
till nw.. i stil get nothing.. i'm tired.. wen will he return? if he returns how long will he stay? does he stil have me in his heart? does he stil love me lik the veri start? wat is he thinkin nw? all the question is ther.. but ther's no ans.. how i reali wish him back wif me..

Love Him Forever