Pain Pain Pain

i had fallen to the deepest..
i felt nothing inside me anymore..
everything is so empty..
tears welled but never drop..
i wish i can cry out loud..
but i cant even till dis very day..
i wish i can hug him again..
but it seems so impossible..
i wish he'll be back by my side..
but nothing is done till now..
i wish miracle will happen..
but will there be any for me again??
my most amazing miracle is having him..

my head hurts.. my leg hurts.. my back hurts.. my heart hurts even more.. some parts had been deleted.. i'm hurt seein all those deleted stuffs.. wat left behind is the past we had.. wat i'm havin now is myself alone without him.. i feel lik cryin.. but it seem so useless cryin anymore.. cox he wun noe anything.. he might nt even care.. he might jux put me at the back of his brain.. forgettin me.. forgettin everything we been thru together..
i'm waitin for him.. not only now.. but forever.. tt's my promise to him..

i remember everything..

Love Him Forever