Confused

What's the feelin of sittin between the one u adore n the other u admire?? i understand.. it feels reali sucky.. cox the adore one have no idea abt anything.. the admire one dun even bother to take the next step anymore.. the adore will willingly stand by ur side.. while the admire will think of ways to make u feel worst.. GOSH ~~ WTH sia.. i'm always pissed wif admire.. cox he is forever givin tt damm attitude which i hate most.. i'm forever confuse abt adore.. cox he keep sayin it's such a waste while he keep gettin rejection..
Damm.. i feel lik bangin my head on the wall.. haix... things always happen so suddenly..
Well.. guess i'll jux STAY AWAY from the both.. it'll make my life easier.. =D

Let's Party n Get High ~~ wootz.. =D

Can I Love You??

Haiz..

sian ah sian... my trip to HK postpone till next Feb.. sad.. cox Baby too busy wif new project.. but it's ok.. thou i felt quite disappointed n upset.. but work come first.. i cant protest wen it comes to work.. but he did promised me we'll definitely be goin on 2010 Feb.. Yeah !! n is ard his Bday.. hee.. can go ther celebrate wif lotsa of our own frenz.. n my shoppin queen will be wif me.. Yeah Yeah Yeah !!
Past few days.. Baby had been quite erm erm.. was pissed wif him.. but it's all cox of work.. the new project keep having changes.. damm.. y cant they juz fix to one thing n stop changin.. anyway.. he's been nice today.. cox we did somethin which super long nv do.. Chat on Phone.. haa.. maybe is cox mostly we're out tgt or he's jux plain tired to chat wif me.. so i do feel glad he spent his 10 mins plus onve the line wif me.. hee... happy happy..
i'm gonna slep well today.. i pray.. please let dis happiness stay longer den i expect..

Love Love.. Sweet Sweet..