Care

when i needed ur care n concern.. u wasn't ther.. all u did is jux being more n more irritated wif wat i request to do wif u.. i sometimes wonder do u reali have ur heart wif me.. wen i felt i might lose u.. u will always say other stuffs to pass on the topic.. it makes mi wonder.. wen i start askin do u love me.. u will always gib me all kinda other words which always nv have the words i needed to peace my mind.. till i requested harshly.. have u changed? wat will happen to us in the future? i start to wonder again.. fearing of the day i will lose u..
i wanted to spend more time wif u.. but all u will say is being tired or troublesome.. i wonder y wen i willing to take the extra miles.. but u wun wanna do the same for me back.. it's jux time i wan to spend more wif u.. even is jux sittin in the couch watchin some boring movies.. even wen i onli get to c u once every week.. i'm contented wif u beside me.. do u feel the same? or i'm jux another burden to u by havin u sendin me home everytime we spent our day tgt..
i'm workin nw.. u're having ur trainin.. we're both tired.. but i jux need a word of concern from u.. even if it's a short one.. i wan u to look me in the eyes n seeing myself in ur eyes.. simple but wonder if it come true wish..

Love Him Till I Breath My Last