Upset..

stayed hm the whole day...

stomach pain... haix... abit sian...

early noon receive alot of sms from frenx...

haix...

is simple minded or actin dumb better? ignorance?

i hate lettin ppl control of wat i wanna do... being restricted is ok...

but if it interfers into my personal life...

i wun allow... haix....

seriously i reali angry n upset... this is my life...

wat i wan is jux a simple relationship...

tt's all..

Zhu... someone who always call me...

chattin wif mi reali tt fun mehx... -.-

sorry i cant go overseas wif u...

but thanks 4 callin me n chat... lol...

seriously... u reali think ther will be the third time mehx??

dun 4 get...

if the third time reali come ther will be no way we can walk diff ways le...

but Zhu... u noe it's impossible between us...

i apperciate u always ther when i'm down..

i noe u wanna hold mi up lik how i help u...

but u're stil nt the one i waitin 4...

Thanks Zhu...

Dun make mi fall 4 u again...

cox i dun wan the same hardship lik 3 yrs ago..

i had learn to stand on my own..

i noe when my tears drop u'll wanna wipe 4 me..

but it's not u who i wan..

i admit.. i onli wanna be frenx wif u..

no matter how close we get...

ther is boundries between frenx...

I'm sorry Zhu..

I had fallen in love..

With someone whom i shouldn't have..

whenever i thought of him..

my heart become cold..

cox i understand..

everything had end..

i betray the love..

of my Almighty One..

The One who have love me wholeheartly..

My Heart Had Turn Cold..