Lazy..

Back to post again... boring... jux finish cabaling.. Online game, Cabal Online.. if u ever play tt game... mux tel mi in msn den i add u in buddy.. hmm.. chasing didi de lvl reali sian... haix... den view a few of my pals' blog.. hmm.. they reali gt mood to make the blog skin nice nice.. actually is nt i dunno how to make... is i lazy... simply is cox i lik black n dull color... hmm... student of business info tech cant possibly dun noe how make blog n webpage ba.. lol... of cox i noe la... is juz tat i'm...

L A Z Y

no mood... do everythin oso sian.. ppl cal mi oso dun feel lik answering... let alone sms... msn oso dun bother ba... now shoulder ache... sittin position nv change... den stiff shoulder le... haix... when my shoulder become lik tat?? thin is 4or 5 yrs ago ba... tt time nv study nv wrk.. everyday at hm.. den keep playin com... lol... nw become lidat... haix... reali cant sit at com too long... nt more den 2 hr ba... but... my com is rite beside my bed... lol... almost everyday i'll sit at com 6 hrs ba... n my lappy is 24/7 de worx... hmm.. fear my lappy will burst some day... -.- scare... but i stil off it when i went out la... so... if u nv c mi online msn... means i outside lo... but sometime i appear offline cox dun wan let ppl find me... lol... den i can secretly tok to some of my frenz tt i wanna find... blehx... tricky but feel veri bad... cox i noe someone will sure find mi in msn... hmm... thin i shld change my email.. den add close frenx onli... lol... lidat seem more bad...

curious y i wanna put beside my bed? is actually i wanna c who online in msn... especially the person i miss most... lidat i noe when he at hm ba... hmm... but he always busy.. den i dunno hw tok to him... now... dun even feel lik tokin to him liao.. cox alot things happen.. his reply make me upset.. i rather he dun reply when all the reply will upset me.. haix... i dun wanna think about it.. but y it keep refreshing in my mind?? i hate myself... cant even make the decision..

To: Someone..
dun assume who i am.. cox u dun even noe... n u dun understand... i cant say i went through alot... but wat i noe u still dunno.. wat i suffer u stil haven suffer.. i may be younger den u.. but i think further den u think.. i dun think i'm clever den u.. but i noe i understand ppl's thoughts more den u.. cox i put myself in their shoes... when i'm wrong, i apologize.. cox i think ther's a need... i can say.. i understand u more den u understand me.. cox i think in ur way.. if u wanna continue stayin in the relationship u desire, think in ur partner's way... n u can realise wat ur partner is thinkin n what ur partner wants.. i'm not kidding..

I feel lik cryin...
But tears dun fall...
My heart is aching...
But i can onli sit ther n watch...
My nose sour..
But i dunno how to stop dis feeling...
Jux because i simply love him..
Since u noe i love u..
But y can u stil ignore my feelings?
I tot we're feeling the same...
But i felt hopeless now..

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dun go wrong worx... dis is singapore, malaysia site.. =)