Scratch !

Evidence of My hard work... Pain ~~~

as u can c the time of the post... i din slp ~~~ again ~~~ haix...
early mornin dunno y... gt a BEE fly in my window...
heng i gt my bamboo binds.. if nt it sure fly in n poke me...
dun wanna suffer wat i suffer wen i'm young... i hit the binds..
den my arm accidently tio scratched by the binds side when tryin to close the window..
managed to make the BEE go out... den quickly shut the window...
close call... scary... the BEE was damm big... if tio sure hospital...
n is hornet if i'm nt wrong... black n yellow...
i gt phobia towards Bees...
due to last time when i'm young...
ard age 8 or 9 ba... primary sch times...
wen fishing wif frenx den suay suay tio sting...
den mum scold all my frenx nv take good care of me...
suay sia... went to c doc n tio injection... tt y nw i scare of needles le...
den nt long aft... went to a fren hse play...
while walkin... pass by a small plant... den my arm hit the plant...
den tio sent to doc again... needles again...
Reason : tio sting again...
without knowing somemore... suay sia...
haix... phobia.... on Bees n Needles n Doc...
so i die die... oso mux avoid these things...
now tryin to calm my heart down... these stuff reali freak mi out...
y no ppl accompany when i'm scare... sobx...