Wordless

played MJ ytd nite.. till dis mornin 5 plus.. super tired.. din have much slp past few days.. n tml is my paper le.. n din even study a single word.. think tml i'll jux go n slp.. haiz.. i'm all prepared to c red mark on my result slip.. lik i told him.. i have lost my only support to go on.. cox wat had happened reali hurt into me.. deep deep hurt.. n is a scar i have to keep forever.. i told Sam..
God sprinkle miracle power over me.. but He oso hurt me in some other ways.. makin me rmb every single moments i had wif him.. He took my precious love.. but He gave me a love to replace..
Brotherly Love.. my Kor went thru those hard to pass days.. comfort me.. tellin me lots of his history.. bringin me to different places.. teachin me all kinda stuffs..
but still.. it din cover the hurt i received.. i understand He wanna let me grow.. i understand i gonna went thru dis.. but still.. i'm hurt deeply.. i'm down... broken.. shatter in pieces.. i'm nt whole anymore.. even if it's ment.. ther'll still be a small single piece missin.. cox it's wif him..
i thank God for wat He did for me.. i reali apperciated it.. cox God always do miracles.. n i had experienced it.. I Love My God..

Love Baby Forever