somehow i dun feel i have a place in ther anymore.. wen i tot of steppin out.. ther'll be someone who'll stop me.. somehow pullin me back.. but still.. the feelin of belonging is nt ther anymore.. wen the decision of chooing who to stay falls on me.. i can help to save him instead myself.. cox no matter wat.. he belongs ther.. i dun.. i have my own life.. i love hangin wif u guys.. but still.. i dun feel the belonging.. ther's a transparent wall between us.. a gap which onli i can feel.. we're nt close as we had been before anymore.. i din wanna disappoint anyone.. but dis is wat i trully wanna say.. i had changed.. nt the one u guys see in the past.. everyting changed.. situation change the person.. nt the person change.. pls be understand.. i din wanna hurt anyone anymore.. i'm tired of everything..i had dreams about u guys.. i still do miss u all.. but somehow we jux gonna let go wen time is ending.. cox dreams dun stay forever.. is the determination.. i had lost every energy wen the thing happened.. i dun wanna gib anyone fake smiles anymore.. i wan ppl to be happy cox i'm ther.. n i wanna feel happy.. a simple wish from a simple gal whose bday is ard the corner..
i still love u guys..
Love Baby Forever
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