Over-Demanding

sometime i feel i'm seriously over-demanding.. n it happens when it's towards my own boyfriend.. WTH i doin?? i already have the best bf.. n i'm always made him do stuffs tt he dun wanna do.. but he always let me have my ways.. dammit !!! i'm a bytch !!! fckin hate myself for treating my bf dis way.. but i jux cant control.. cox i wan him to be MINE !!! only belong to me.. is jux lik forcing him to hold the tag stating,

" I BELONG TO JANICE SEAH !! "

n tt is a bytching way.. dammit.. argh...
Why why why ~~ my bf always say ok to everything i said.. argh ~~ feel lik giving myself a tight slap.. make my mind clear.. syht..

I'm sorry Baby ~~~

Love Baby Forever..

Latest update.. guess wat?? today is Janice fckin suay day..
1st.. goin home time.. while walkin outta sch n wanna smk.. my lighter spoiled.. my pinky ~~~ argh... den cant smk till we gt a uncle wif lighter.. Thanks Uncle.. =)
2nd.. in North-East line wif Wah n Wawa.. while pushing Wah outta train.. leg stucked in the gap between the door n train.. dammit.. heng get my leg out in time... dangerous..
last.. reached home.. went toilet.. den come out time nearly slipped n fall.. heng hold the door.. if nt.. my head ~~
Fcking Suay ~~~ Argh... my retribution for always being so bad to my Baby.. -.-

Today is Just Not My Day..
All Will Go Well As Long As Baby Is With Me..
Love Baby ~~